hey guys, i must apologize, but here lately i've been kinda getting all depressed and sh*t and i'm not sure why, i'm thinking it's time to get back on the prozac. /: but my activity is kind of going to be a bit sketchy for the next few days, until I can get my head on straight and figure out what i'm going to do. i'm not for sure if i wanna leave my job at citi (great benefits, great pay, sh*tty job, sh*tty coworkers, sh*tty managers, hours drive away, my car isn't gonna make it much longer.) or if i wanna go back to my old job at wal-mart (sh*tty benefits, sh*tty pay, great coworkers [one in general], only about 15 minutes from my house, great managers) idk what to do. i got my ass chewed today for going to the bathroom, and for having an extremely high talk time because i'm pretty damn friendly, and i get all these sweet old people that just wanna talk. i'm use to talking to the customers because of wal-mart. idk, i've got a few other stuff running through my mind. so if i do post, they'll either be a bit morbid, or they'll be kinda short. and i truly am sorry guys. once i come out of this depression, or whatever the hell it is, i'll be sure to catch up on all my posts, and make sure they are totally worth it. -.- i'll still be lurking around, reading. if you guys need to get ahold of me, my number is 4239637680, just make sure you tell me who you are. /: sowwie gaiz!
I know exactly what you're talking about only problem is when I get that random wave of depression I do absolutely nothing. I don't talk to anyone I flake on plans I don't respond on her and unlike some people's random waves that only last a week or so mine last for months. So I'm sorry you feel that way it really sucks :l
sorry guys, i've had a pretty sh*tty month. other than my car breaking, and getting my first ticket, but i lost my nephew, my sister in law had a miscarriage... i quit my job, i've had some issues between me and chan, and yadda yadda ya. -.- i've been trying to get over the stump. but damn it's hard. & Iana, i know how you feel, i'm suppose to be on prozac, but i refuse to take it. :/ my random bursts of depression last for a while too, and during the streak of depression, i can't sleep and i rarely eat.... i just wished it'd go away.
Awww. Kelsey... If you were closer, I'd give you a big hug. As far as the miscarriage thing goes, I lost several brothers of my own, so I know how it feels. I'm so sorry, Kels.... Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?
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I'm not done with these yet, but after I make my wolves, I can make yours, 1 PP for 5 wolves, if that sounds fair.
stared my new job today. i'm going to be working two jobs, so i'm going to be pretty spotty. i'm sorry guys. /: gotta juggle two jobs, chan time, and family time, along with trying to squeeze time on here. so my posts are gonna be a couple days between them, unless i'm off work during the week, and i can squeeze some extra time in on here.