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Munsteh
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I truely have no desire to roleplay, and I am sorry.

 

I have recently discovered that a very close friend of mine had passed away, and I am not handling it very well. I don't feel like doing much more than crying. This is the fourth person I have lost against death in the past year. It's not easy. 

i'd like to apologise for my lack of roleplaying, or moody swings that I may come across to anyone, for I am in a sour/depressed mood it seems, and I don't really know what to expect. I could be typing this for nothing, as I don't know if when I get the chance to post, I'll actually want too rather than not. It really depends on how I feel at that certain time, and I can't predict that. As of now, I feel like doing nothing more than laying in my boyfriends arms and crying, as I have been doing almost all day. Sadly he had to go to work, so now I need to find a distraction, which normally results in OCD cleaning throughout the house.. 

 

So, this is more of a warning than anything, that I may be gone for awhile, but I really don't know what the future has in store for me. I could post tonight for all I know, I'm just letting you guys know that if I don't, it's not because I'm mad at anyone on here - I just need some time to myself.

 

Thanks for understanding



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KammiWehrwulf
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I'm so sorry Sarah. I hope your okay.

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Munsteh
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I'll be alright, it just takes time.

 

I'm just so tired of losing people. Two grandpas, a great grandma, almost losing my mother last month and going through her alcoholic abusive problems, and now losing a 36 year old mother? She wasn't my mother, but I babysit her kids, they're the only kids I'll ever babysit. I've known them since they were born. Their mother was run over by 6 cars, including a semi, after losing control of her car on the interstate. It is an extremely horrible tradgedy and I have never felt so empty in my entire life. The worst part is, they think she was abducted and trying to escape, because it was at 4:30 am and she had been missing for 13 hours after going to the bank.. It gives me the shivers and I want to throw up, I just can't believe something so horrible could happen to such a wonderful family; they truely were the most amazing family I have ever met...The mother was one of my closest "grown up" friends, always giving me advice and always helping me through any problems I've ever had, I have so many pictures and videos of their family from all the experiences we've shared together, we used to even have nerf gun wars at their house, big guys against little guys, and just all these memories I can't stop thinking about and it's really just making me feel worse than I've ever felt before.

 

Sorry to spill my guts out I just need to vent before I explode from tears. I am so ripped apart, I just don't know what to do.. I went over to their house and just hugged them for the longest time, not even knowing what to say...



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I'm so sorry. I know how you feel though I've lost so many people the past two years. I've had two uncles overdose and my ex boyfriend who was also a very good friend of mine also over dosed a few months back. During one of the times I wasn't on so often. It seems like I lose someone about every year. I'm so tired of it. I totally know how you feel and I'm so sorry Sarah. I'm always here if you need to talk. As for anyone on this site I'm sure.

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That is a horrible experience, Kammi. I'm sorry you had to go through that. Thanks for the support  -  I appreciate it. I think sleep is all I can do for now..



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Awwww, I'm terribly sorry (both of you). Take as long as you need, I'm always here to chit chat to help out or for you to ramble to. :)

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